Since the beginning of my surrogacy journey, I have been so excited for "test day." To find out that this journey to happiness has a picture perfect future in store for the intended parents. Now I sit here the day before my blood test and I am terrified. All of this excitement to tell Shahar and Roi that it worked, has turned into being nervous and anxious. Something like this is usually an intimate moment between parents and I am this by standard. This has been a whirlwind of emotion for both of them. Years of disappointment and heartache. It doesn't matter if the news is good or not so good tomorrow, there will still be uncertainty in their hearts. Waiting for their dream come true to unravel.
I ask for my family and friends to keep this amazing family in your thoughts and prayers, that they are able to open their hearts to the possibilities of what the future may bring to their family. I am sure they are sitting awake counting the minutes until they get that phone call tomorrow. They are 10 hours ahead and it will be nearing midnight before they get any news. Super sticky thoughts for "two lines" and high hCG beta level tomorrow!!
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